Wednesday, September 1, 2010

The Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day(s)!

That pretty much sums up every single day over the last few weeks! Don't get me wrong, I am thankful for every day that I am alive....but each day has been one hard thing after the other. One of the awful parts of Lyme disease is that it attacks different parts of your body at any given time. So, one day I feel like my feet have been hit with a baseball bat....and then one day I can't move my neck because of the pain. The last week has been some of the most intense nausea/throwing up that I have ever experienced in my life....not sure if it's the TONS of meds or if it is a Herx reaction. That does NOT make for a fun day! I have been desperately trying to be positive....but it is so hard. I have tried reading....but my mind can't focus on anything other than the pain and nausea. We have been so blessed by people loving us and keeping Eliana....but I miss her SO MUCH! It is so hard staying in bed knowing that she isn't with me. Please keep praying for healing!! I know that I still have a pretty long road ahead.....

Love ya'll,
Lindsey

12 comments:

GND said...

"The Lord, Mighty in Battle!" is your family's moto. He is the Mighty One who can heal and deliver from pain. I pray this for you, my daughter, today! Amen!

Love you,
Dad

Leah and Maya said...

I can't imagine being seperated from my daughter, I hope that all fo this passes so you can have a painfree and nausea free life very soon.

Erica said...

Praying for you!!! Praying for healing!

Cathie said...

I read your bolg but don't post but I wanted to offer you one suggestion. I don't know if you remember but I had talked to you when you thought about joining ediets
Try and find a Nucca chiroprater in your area. I am going to try and see if I can email you so I can give you more info about this. I can tell you that they have done wonders with my sister and she had alots of problems because of her illness.
prayers
Cathie

The gFamily said...

You have been on my mind a lot today and I have been lifting you up to our Father! Big hugs to you!!

Whimpurr said...

So sorry that you are going through such a rough time right now. I'm herxing right now from my newest abx as well. Thank GOD, that I don't have the nausea you have ... I couldn't handle that AT ALL! You are stronger than I am! (((hugs)))

Chanan, Rachael and Hope said...

Lindsey, Please research the product that helped me with a toxic liver to survive. It's called "liquid oxygen". it is actually an internal peroxide. I buy the "Aerobic 07" label. You can call the company to disgust if you wish. Also the product called MMS. GOD Bless.

Ali said...

Praying for you!

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